Well, in the last few days, I feel kindda lost! I don't really know what am I feeling? I feel happy because people whom I like are around me, and because of my graduation party with other good news, at the same time, the death of my grandfather affected me somehow, I feel sad because I won't see him again, but I don't know why I can't cry! is it the shock? or because I can't really believe it!
Well, I shall really stop talking about it, because it will flash back all memories.